unfinished; x japan

Oh! I'm looking at you
Can't control myself
Nothing, but pain for me

Wipe your tears from your eyes
Just leave and forget me
No need to be hurt anymore
Go away from me now
I don't know what is love?
No need to be hurt anymore
You said, "I miss you so much
Everynight thinking of you
and facing loneliness"
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I shout out but the answer is no
The broken pieces of my heart shine
I’ve fallen and there’s no exit
In the end, I’m in the same place, I’m lost

The burning sun is setting but you’re even more dazzling
Suddenly, my eyes grow blind
I can’t even see the rising fire before me
So I’m slowly burning
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mr. robot.

«Is that what God does? He helps?
Tell me, why didn’t God help my innocent friend who died for no reason while the guilty ran free?
Okay. Fine. Forget the one offs.
How about the countless wars declared in his name?
Okay. Fine. Let’s skip the random, meaningless murder for a second, shall we?
How about the racist, sexist, phobia soup we’ve all been drowning in because of him?
And I’m not just talking about Jesus. I’m talking about all organized religion.
Exclusive groups created to manage control. A dealer getting people hooked on the drug of hope.
His followers, nothing but addicts who want their hit of bullshit to keep their dopamine of ignorance. Addicts!
Afraid to believe the truth. That there’s no order. There’s no power.
That all religions are just metastasizing mind worms, meant to divide us so it’s easier to rule us by the charlatans that wanna run us. All we are to them are paying fanboys of their poorly-written sci-fi franchise.
If I don’t listen to my imaginary friend, why the fuck should I listen to yours?
People think their worship’s some key to happiness. That’s just how he owns you.
Even I’m not crazy enough to believe that distortion of reality.
So fuck God.
He’s not a good enough scapegoat for me.»
Elliot, 2.03

art of life; x japan

Desert Rose
Why do you live alone
If you are sad
I'll make you leave this life
Are you white, blue or bloody red
All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand
The winds of time
You knock me to the ground
I'm dying of thirst, I wanna run away
I don't know how to set me free to live
My mind cries out feeling pain
I've been roaming to find myself
How long have I been feeling endless hurt
Falling down, rain flows into my heart
In the pain I'm waiting for you
Can't go back
No place to go back to
Life is lost, Flowers fall
If it's all dreams
Now wake me up
If it's all real
Just kill me

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